You guys know how sometimes shit happens in your life and you will be cursing yourself like GOD is being mean to you and the whole world is against you. Well, things always happened for a reason and sometimes it is for our own good.
Recently in the spate of 2weeks, there is a lot of alterations in my life. I've gone through so much in the past I've already been numb to this sort of ups and down. I know how some of you might think that you have been through hell and back and some people will not know how you feel and some people are just plain ridiculous when they come across slight issues in life and they feel like its the end of the world.
You know what, we all lead different lives and we go through different shit. I can never totally understand everything that you have been through and neither could you. But one thing is for sure, there is no single easy path to take. We will always have bumps and at many times we will even be stuck in a crossroad. If you look at the bright side and think, as well as realized that life is so so short and minor issues that we face in our daily lives will be look back as a big joke that we got so affected then. No matter where life takes you, the most important thing is to be happy. Even in this modern money driven world, there are things more important and larger than wealth itself.
So stop saying "fml" all the time. Smile and you will have a better day. ",
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At the same time I would wish to apologize to my sister. I'm sorry but you have to realize that you are young and you like me, we do not have a father figure to look after us since young. Our mom is one crazy woman and she do not seems to know right from wrong at many times. When you do something wrong or when you tell a lie and when talking to you to let you understand is no longer an option, I've to play the bad guy and be the one either lecturing you or caning you. I do not have a child of my own but I've already realized at this age how hitting someone on the hand can hurt himself in the heart. I promised you that it does not feel good at all but when no one wish to correct you, I have to be the one. When no one wish to teach you, I have to be the one. When no one wish to take you out, I'll be the one. When no one likes you, I'll be the one. When people bully you and no one stands up for you, I'll be the one. Unfortunately, I am also the one that plays the bad guy all the time. It hurts knowing that you might not like me as your brother and as a son to my mother. But please know that it have never been easy for me. I do not wish for you to take the same path as me. You might not see this and you might not be able to understand now, but I hope one day you look back and you know that you have a brother that will always be that someone to do anything and everything in his capability just for you. I love you always.
