This has been weighing on me quite abit.
to my life. in my own words.
I was looking back and forth in my life, the one that just past, 23years.
realised that you were the only one that know all the shit. every shit that I've been through.
apart from the regular guys on the street. how many of them have gone through what I've gone through. shit.
it seems so funny that the naked eyes always sees and think that in a relationship,
the girls always suffers the most.
but lets be honest. how many times I've give in to your nonsense
you said I treat my friends like KINGs and I did not treat you like my QUEEN.
what about me?
do I get any ROYAL treatment from anybody?
I was having my course that week. you called me 14times in 2hours that week
never mind that. you even went to the extent to say I was out with someone else.
and you call me abusive for scolding you about it?
now where is the trust you've promised to give me?
didn't you know that it is this reason that kept us for 2 long years?
did I ask for all this attention I got?
I'm just another regular guy on the street.
who have been through shit!
who don't have good friends around me to stand by me.
but I have you. just part of it.