I NEED MOTIVATION!

I'm lost. I need motivation.

I need motivation in my life,

need motivation in her life.

I need motivation to write here.

all of a sudden,

It seems like I'm lost for words.

I need a break.

I've not stop working since 4 months ago.

And it's not gonna come till the 27 of June.

Until then,

Im still here.

Still Lost.

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Oh Ya.

I've added the music feature

in the column on the bottom right.

Now you can listen to nice songs while

viewing my thoughts.

I love It.

Hope You Love It Too.

The 1st song is Part of the List by Ne-Yo.

An artist I truly appreciate and respect.

If you want to view the official video

of that song, here's the direct link.

http://www.imeem.com/akangsomad/video/_H-UOZSm/neyo-part-of-the-list-music-video/

Funny how it really suits my mood now.

"No Matter How Gifted, You Alone, Can Never Change The World."

THE CRAZY OLD MAN!

how different can one person change over night?

i was watching a movie on my cable tv last night.

it was a korean play, this play narrates in 16th century north korea.

In that treatment of women at inferiors time,

the brave girl stood the opposition to lose the independent life at that time.

the only reason I was watching it was because

there was no other show that captured my attention then

and I'm not really a big fan of korean movies.

Fortunately, nothing did.

Or I'd have missed a great film.

The play began with a girl and a boy

who are fond of each other since they were little,

then seperated because of her parents objection,

then grew up, fated, then met again, love again,

blah.. blah.. blah.. blah..

guess it all sounds very familiar isn't it.

anyway what I really wanna bring to you is

some fragments that were in the play.

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An old man ask the girl who was then in her 20s.

"If you came to a forest and were block by a tree, what will u do?"

The Girl:

"Walk around it."

The old man:

"If you were blown away by a storm?"

The Girl:

"Stand up again and continue walking"

The old man:

"won't you get angry that why all this are happening to you?"

The Girl:

"No. all this are natural. You can't succeed over natural,

they will always be there."

The old man:

"The same applies to your life, you already got everything in your life"

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"I've met a crazy old man - and now I've become insane. 'She smiled'."

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"Men and women, are all the same.

politicans and prostitutes are like grass and weeds you see on the floor,

they are all the same.

what difference do they not have in common?"

*okay. of course this does not applies to society in modern days.

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Very smart script Indeed.

The name of the film is 'Huang Zhen Yi"

I believe it's been out for awhile but this is the movie version not the series.

If you are feeling bored and got nothing to do,

other than coming to my blog you can try to download or rent the clip

at your nearby dvd store alright.

I dunno if it's just me or do we all get too deep in thoughts after a movie?

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Other than that,

the picture was taken went I came back from ICA yesterday.

Got a new passport, travelling soon again....

I love travelling, It's my dream to travel the world.

What's Yours? ".

Bounce...

YOU LOSE. YOU LOSE.

calling for your attention. i'm calling for your attention.

am i seeking for your attention. call me an attention seeker.

no. this is my blog. and I pretty much say and do whatever I desire.

and if you don't like it there is nothing you can do about it.

this is where i express my thoughts and feelings through words.

you don't have to relate to or understand anything that's written on here.

if you do then bookmark this blog and come back every week for updates.

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im gonna reveal alittle bit about myself in this entry.

people who knows me probably thinks its a breakthrough as im not the

kinda person who really speak alot and mostly keeps to myself.

no. im not anti-social (that's what one of my former school teacher thinks).

however, since im doing this blog, I guess it probably sooner or later.

looking back now, i probably understands why she would think so.

you see. I don't think there is a real need back then to make lots of friends,

when the real purpose of going to school is to mug.

and the meaning of friends to me have a real depth in it.

would you call a person who you don't speak to much a friend

even thou you sees each other everyday?

if you do. balls to you.

it's hard to really trust people, I believe alot of us can relate to that.

being a victim of upteens jealousy and one or two backstabbing,

trust is like the last thing in life you wanna easily give to someone.

fortunately for me, I got just one bff.

and chelsea.

If you are wondering whats the thing im gonna reveal.

keep on wondering...

haven't I already revealed enough?

"Everyone has a different perspective in understanding things,

and this will evolve with age and experience."

28 DAYS LATER!

so, ended the weekdays with mixed feelings.
talk about yesterday. went to my friend yuki birthday party at downtown east.
pretty happy and excited before I went there.
you know you kinda always have this feeling before you attend a party.
okay, so I prepared myself and left the house with
chelsea and we decided to take the bus since we are early..
to my absolute unimaginary expectation. (*dunno if there's such a phrase.)
I ended up waiting forty minutes for the bus.
eight similar bus no. passby and not even one is the one im waiting for.
imagine the angst and fustration. totally ruined my mood.
i was seriously wondering for awhile if I actually wanna
lodge a complaint against the bus company.
then drop the thought as I know people in singapore
would not boycott public transport anyways.
still I hope some things could be done to ensure that better service
are catered to us(their main and only source of where their profit comes from).
and believe me, for those who don't know,
the bus company in singapore earn millions daily.

for example three million people in singapore.
even if i leave two million out.
(say they own cars or the elderly who don't travel much)
one million people uses the train/bus to and fro.
a single ride at least cost more than one buck.
and if you take the train,
it's definitely more than two bucks.
you know the answer.

okay. since I can't do anything let's just forget about all this.
feel alot better after bitching about them here for you guys to see.

then. reached yuki party, had a good time.
met up with some of my family members
which I don't get to see daily.
had a drink or two. (maybe more)
play some games and took many photos which would be private to be uploaded.
(private as in it's kinda mushy to have my family pictures in here,
not what you are thinking)

all and all. i seems to always say all and all alot recently. ok.
all and all. it was.. wait.. it wasn't really.. ok.
mixed feelings.

regarding the photo,
im just messing around with the mask.
and in regards to the title,
it doesn't really mean anything.

oh. i was talking about the parcel.
check this out.

http://ouchthats-sweet.blogspot.com/

bounce.

THE CREATOR AND HER MASTERPIECE.

i was really contemplating if I should go ahead with the story first
or start with a subject first.
i then write down a random subject that i thought would inspire me to
write a interesting story to a very long day.
after writing halfway.. i deleted the subject...and continue this...

it took me a minute or two to realise that i was being woken up
after a 1hour sleep in the early morning,
have you ever got into a momentarily shocking state of mind shortly before you sleep
and realised that your sleeping hour was in fact, not over?
and then blabber something out of your mouth because of the
mental exhaustion your mind couldn't adjust to straight away?
therefore, i'd like to once and for all clarify that whatever
came out of my mouth wasn't meant to be. and im sorry.

so someone suggested we cook fosilli salad for her mom
as her mother is going on a trip to china tomorrow.
after being abrubtly woken up by that someone,
i then proceeded to do my morning routines of

-15min exercise
-breakfast
-30min exercise
-shower
discipline huh?

i feel fantastic! of course working out can be boring,
annoying, not very pleasant, but in the end it’s worth it.
it takes a lot of stress of your shoulders,
often helps you prevent breakouts,
and being in shape is being healthy.

ok, i needed to head to the post office anyway, as i'd to deliver a parcel to amanda.
the reason regarding this matter will be enlightened to you on the next entry i supposed.
imagine having really little sleep and still having to go thru. that morning routine,
'you can't blame me for feeling lethargic and acting grumpy'
i said to chelsea, as we walked to the mall.
believe me, when i said "walked to the mall", it ain't just walked to the mall.
the climate in Singapore is really really freaking hot. damn.

okay i just realised this entry is getting really long and
naggy. bounce.

"How can anyone ever love you for who you are if you become someone else to be with them?"

THE INTRODUCTION THE IMPACT AND ALL THE S...

hey! welcome to the new, one and only noah alexandre chen blogsite.
the idea is still pretty fresh,
i randomly thought about it today, and decided that i just had to do it.
so i will need your feedbacks, good and bad (but please be nice),
to make this blogsite better.

noahalexandre.bs will now be updated a few times a week with news ,
links , music, videos, pictures and more. esp.
pictures as i've come to realised before how boring a blog can be without pictures.

the more visitors, the more motivated i will be about this blogsite,
so visit back soon and don’t forget to tell your friends about it!

yes, come back and give my blog more hits...
okay. I don't really care about the hits.. just playing. bounce.